Tomorrow morning i have an appointment with an Urologist.........
But before i continue that sentence. Two-Three days ago i noticed a small spot/lump thingy on... well... my right testicle... :(
I got worried and scared, and im going crazy. Maybe you have noticed i haven't been active at all for the past 2 days. It's not that i wasn't on the computer, it's just that my mental state is broken down to nothing.
All i've been doing for the past 2-3 days is laying down and watching videos on youtube.
Thing that worries me is testicular cancer. Surgery in the area. Having it removed oh god...
But i could live with one testicle, i could live with that. I could live with anything, but what i couldn't live with is infertility, if i can't have kids someday, than there is really no point anymore...
Anyway, all confused, worried, scared, restless, here i sit, and in 14 hours from now......... Continuing sentence......
I have an appointment with an urologist. He will feel what i have, probably preform an ultrasound. And that's pretty much it.
I was not planning to share this, wasn't planning to write about this, but i thought that maybe it's better if i do, a simple good luck may raise my morale a little, or at least get my mind of things...
Anyway, there it is, there it is.... :(
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+Testicular-cancer +Urologist +Testicular-cyst +Testicular-spot +Testicular-lump +Scared +Worried +Doctors-appointment +Fertility +Infertility
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↠ This post was originally published on Bubblews in the Personal category by me (Bubblerian) on August 15th 2013.
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